HI EVERYONE,I HAVEN'T BEEN ON IN A WHILE CAUSE I HAVEN'T BEEN FEELING WELL,BUT I WANTED TO SAY HI TO EVERYONE.I HAVE BEEN SPENDING MY DAYS AT THE DRS OFFICE OR IN BED IN ALOT OF PAIN!!!THE MEDS DON'T HURT SO MUCH,BUT IT EASES SOME PAIN.WELL I LOVE ARNEL AND AM STILL PRAYING FOR MY LAST WISH TO COME TRUE.PLEASE PRAY FOR ME.

HI EVERYONE,ITS ANN'S FRIEND MICHAEL,JUST WRITING AN UPDATE ON ANN.WELL SHE'S NOT DOING GOOD,WEAK,IN ALOT OF PAIN.SHE'S BEEN JUST IN BED LISTENING TO ARNEL SING OVER AND OVER,AND WATCHING THE YANKEES.I'M JUST DOING DRS ORDERS AND KEEPING HER COMFORTABLE.

I AM FEELING SOO TIRED THESE DAYS.IT SEEMS ALL I CAN DO THESE DAYS IS SLEEP.IT'S HARD FOR ME TO DO MUCH OF ANYTHING,BUT AT LEAST I HAVE MY LAPTOP,AND WHEN I CAN STAY AWAKE MY YANKEES.I AM EXCITED FOR THE PLAYOFFS TO BEGIN.

IT ALL STARTED IN 2006 WHEN I FELL ON A GYM FLOOR WHILE PLAYING DODGEBALL WITH 23 FIVE YEAR OLD BOYS,I WENT DOWN HARD ON MY LEFT SIDE.THIS STARTED ALL MY PROBLEMS.I ENDED UP GOING TO THE DR,GOT AN MRI AND HAD TO GET A SPINAL FUSION,TWICE.AT THIS TIME,I WAS  IN ALOT OF PAIN FROM THE SURGERY AND I HAD TO FACE ANOTHER SURGERY TO HELP MY BACK.THIS SURGERY WAS HARD ON ME BECAUSE I DIDN'T HEAL SO WELL FROM THIS SURGERY.IT TOOK ME OVER A YEAR TO HEAL,WHEN I FINALLY HEALED,I SOON HAD TRI.NOW I WAS DEALING WITH BEING A SINGLE MOM,A BAD BACK  AND DIAGNOSED WITH BREAST CANCER.I HAD TO HAVE A FRIEND MOVE IN WITH ME TO TAKE CARE OF TRI WHILE I WAS GOING THROUGH TREATMENT.I WAS PRAYING EVERYDAY,AND TRYING TO STAY AS STRONG AS I COULD.6 MONTHS OF CHEMO AND I AM BREAST CANCER FREE!I WAS HAPPY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN OVER A YEAR.ABOUT 7 MONTHS LATER I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH OVARIAN CANCER.NOW THAT MEANT SURGERY,AND MORE TREATMENT.MY BODY WAS HOLDING UP WELL FOR AWHILE,BUT HAS DETERIORATED PRETTY FAST.I WAS TOLD 3 MONTHS AGO I HAD APPROXIMATELY 3 TO 6 MONTHS TO LIVE.IT IS NOW SEPTEMBER.I HAVE MADE MY WILL,SET UP ALL FINANCES FOR TRI,AND WHEN I PASS,HE WILL BE IN THE CUSTODY OF A VERY CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE.THIS IS JUST PART OF WHATS GOING ON WITH MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.NOW ONE OF THE LAST WISHES I HAVE IS TO MEET ARNEL PINEDA,I HAVE BEEN SUCH A HUGE FAN OF HIS FOR MANY YEARS NOW,SINCE HE WAS STILL IN THE PHILLIPINES SINGING.MEETING HIM WILL MEAN SOO MUCH TO ME FOR MANY REASONS,ESPECIALLY BECAUSE HE HAS CHANGED MY LIFE IN MANY WAYS AND HAS MADE ME A BETTER PERSON,HE'S BEEN MY HERO FOREVER AND I'D BE HONORED TO MEET HIM.I ALSO HAVE A SPECIAL GIFT TO GIVE TO HIM.

Ever since the dr.told me theres nothing else they can do for me and I should just live my life to the fullest,i'm trying.It is hard to digest knowing your gonna die,and theres nothing else I can do about it.I'm trying to make these last few days/hours with Tri.I can't do this.

I AM WRITING THIS BLOG ABOUT ANN MARIE,SHE ISN'T DOING SO WELL,SHE'S GETTING WORSE AND I'M AFRAID THE WORST IS NEAR.ANYWAY I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW THAT AND IF ANY OF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GET A HOLD OF HER,LET ME KNOW.ANN MARIE NEVER ASKED FOR ANYTHING IN HER LIFE,ALL SHE DOES IS GIVE,SHE'S WORKED WITH HANDICAPPED KIDS SINCE SHE WAS 18,SHE'S VERY LOVING,CARING AND GENEROUS.SHE'S A GREAT MOM TO TRI AND WONDERFUL AUNT TO NICK AND JAKE.SHE IS GOING TO BE MISSED BY MANY,ESPECIALLY ME,HER BEST FRIEND FOR LIFE,MICHAEL!IT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN WITH ANN MARIE MEETING ARNEL,OR EVEN TALK WITH HIM,SHE'S BEEN SO UPSET ABOUT THAT.I JUST WISH THERE WERE SOMETHING ELSE I CAN DO TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN FOR HER,BUT IDK WHAT.IF ANYONE HAS ANY IDEAS PLEASE LET ME KNOW ASAP,THANK YOU ALL.

I am having some visitors come over tonight to visit me.I don't get to see them all often,but I'm excited about tonight.My best friend  Mike is living here with me now,helping take care of me and Tri.He is great!Anyway,I got to see Pat and Lou the other night,first time in a couple of months.Pat couldn't stop crying when she saw me.She's made me cry,and I do enough of that.It was the first time she saw me with my wig on,she's use to seeing me wear my bandana.It was great seeing them.Now tonight Sammi,Mark,Tina and Ashley are stopping by.I'll let u know how it goes.

HEY EVERYONE,I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN MAKE ANNS LAST WISH COME TRUE,AND IT JUST SADDENS ME.THING IS IDK IF PHYSICALLY CAN MAKE THE TRIP IF I GET HER  TICKETS,BUT I'LL STILL KEEP TRYING.HER DAY MAY NEVER COME TRUE,HOW DO I TELL HER THAT????????????????

HELLO,IM WRITING ABOUT MY LAST WISH TO MEET ARNEL PINEDA BEFORE I PASS.I AM DIEING OF CANCER AND MEETING HIM IS MY LAST WISH.DRS SAY I DONT HAVE MUCH LONGER.I DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE THIS COME TRUE.BUT ILL KEEP TRYING.I HAVE BEEN INSPIRED BY ARNEL,HES MY HERO.CAN SOMEONE HELP ME?